Well this is my second attempt at writing this thanks to something I have no idea about. But..I know on a number of occasions I have lost trust in myself, my thinking and my body. Especially when our twin daughter grew her wings as a result of mis-diagnosed HELLP Syndrome. I felt my untrusting my body let me down and ultimately my daughter lost her life. Recently I received word that my Dad was in hospital and the outlook wasn't looking positive. It was a moment that my body went into shock and got scared, I was emotional, angry and even cursed at his photo to fight, hes not a weak man so fight it. I knew then that yet again I had lost trust in my instinct to know when messages from home were coming. The flickering lights should have alerted me to this, but no I passed it off as meaning nothing. My faith in the universe had once again been put on hold and here I was feeling angry and emotional over something that I could help to ease through positive thoughts, prayers and faith. I sent my prayers, faith and strength to my dad, either whispered through the winds, on a prayer..it didn't matter as I sent it with cause and intent.
I will encourage people to trust in themselves where of course it is possible without compromising anything in terms of health or life. Trust trust trust is my mantra, I know that I have the ability to do good through trusting my instinct and trusting the whispered words of the universe. I am not a mere being who has been spat up on this earth. I am a person who loves to encourage and motivate, who loves to help those who the words of strength, even if nobody is paying attention..at least I have made the effort to hold someone or something in my thought. Often my needs have been overlooked for more pressing issues and its easy to get caught up in others peoples dramas. But there comes a time where we have to be kind to ourselves and in turn can show the good deed of that kindness to others. There are the sucky people in our lives who ultimately thrive on making people feel down and I will have no part in their lives or allow them to take part in mine. It compromises my beliefs and overall it comproimises me as a mother, partner and friend. Please make the effort in every way to make someone feel special. It all comes back to you in the end.
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